Kung wala ka

Kasabay ng pagsara ng pintuan ng kwarto ang pag luha ng langit. Ang maghapong kulimlim ay humatong sa nakabibinging tagatak ng tubig sa lumang yero. Ilang araw naring mainit at mahalumigmig ang hangin. Kapara ng damdaming mabuway, sa bawat pintig ng puso bumibilis ang daloy ng dugo. Nasan ka kapag kailangan kita?

Kamusta kana? - kaysarap sambitin ang mga katagang sandamukal ang ibig ipahiwatig. Sa harap ng birhen, ako’y mistulang asong may rabis. Halimuyak na sumisiid sa kaibuturan ng pandama at  ang ngiting pumukaw sa nahihimbing na damdamin - kailan ko kaya muling masisislayan? Sino nga ba ang hindi mababaliw sa panahong ipinagkait? Ngunit sa aking katinuan ako’y bumabalik, kapag ang tinig mo’y narinig.

Tang ina naman. Di na ako natuto. Permanent ink na naman ang pinansulat ko sa puting pisara. Teka, walang koneksyon pero meron. Parang masaya na malungkot. Kontento pero may kulang. Maayos pero pangit. Nasaan ka kapag kailangan kita? Hinihintay ko ang pag baba ng birhen sa pedestal, para tuklasin ang misteryong bumabalot.  Habang ang iba’y magkayakap sa ilalim ng  pulang silaw, sa dilim ako’y naghihintay. Brownout.

Ano?

salamat sa pagpunta mo
mabuti na ang pakiramdam ko
kahit mayroong paring ubo
pasensya sa pag inarte ko
at sa mga nasabi ko
alam kong galing ka pa ng san mateo
at halatang hapong-hapo
teka, taga dun ba ba si recto?
di naman sa pag disrespeto
hindi ko kasi sya iboboto
ang corny ng comemrcial nya - "korecto"
akala mo kung sinung perpekto
h'wag kang magsawa sa 'yong trabaho
h'wag mo akong gawing ehemplo
nung akoy isang empleyado

Nation paint

Now this is a great ad. I hope they would make more of these commercials. I'm switching from Boysen to Nation Paint.

Insert coin

"you and i both know that i don't have the right to demand things beyond the bounds of friendship and i'm surprised that you considered my feelings and made an apology"

Free write

ahem… why is he always the first one to go home when I have to bear an hour or so traffic in the midst of the moody hotspot hacked with the cotton hearted hag begging Johnny be good old days of playing in the wide grassy field with miss fields not chips ahoy but coffee to be given when you sign up here below and get you bag filled with gummy bears crawling beneath the moor ants feasting and frolicking stilettos on your favorite cake adjacent to horrendous tomato seeds rotting that is the reason for being happy but takes a gay back street boy every time you fall the trump succeeds but say the world is a never-ending journey but Bacchus turned to an energy drink and unilab sucks cause the pain amplified by the ample heart-crushing sadness remains and milli vanili is not vanilla ice ice baby so the road to your heart is slightly showing like black widow ready to inflict its treacherous cracken like tentacles and it would show up glimmering so the darkness fell on the other side where I woke up without a doubt I can feel you reaching out but can you catch me if I fall and it is quite amusing to see you dancing to that tune I forgot to tell you how sexy you were and the sun agrees but if not I’m doomed with a boom I crashed aftermath sister crying solar altis crimson beverage juice of Saudi where the rings attest the morning should you see me or not I’ll come to the place where we first met and let these sleeping dogs say I do not declare all my asset ejaculating spitting rage strike up the day and let it bleed sitting atop the 23^rd floor tapirs realized that life is unfolding once again right before their very eyes and so the villain is on the move like the silent night hidden in the mist slitting the throat I cant finish cause the target is way off like what your mom told you and It will happen.

time start: 7:13

time finished:  7:20